Tuesday, March 17, 2009

MG just thought I'd give the readers a short up-date

Well I did not want judgments past so I left out a small detail about K and I before...I think I left it out and if I did not well here is a reminder. K and I got engaged before actually meeting in person. However the up-date is that we have now meet.

K got here on Friday and survived his first snow storm. I picked him up at the airport and I was as nervous as can be. However after 2 seconds of seeing him I calmed down. Not to mention I had a lot of support from people who were waiting for other passengers to arrive. The people who were waiting all thought it was a romantic story as they got to hear it when we were waiting for K to get there. When I am nervous I talk way too much. K's first comments were "God your even prettier in person than on the computer." See we had seen each other a lot on web cam so it was not like we did not know what the other looked like....It was just getting use to being able to see each other in person. K was given 13 days leave and it's been the best time I've had in a long time. It has been a perfect fit from the get go and not a moment of uncomfortableness. We have both expressed extreme happiness to our friends and family.

So he got here on a Friday and we had Friday evening together. Then I had to work my normal shift for the following four nights. K stayed at my house when I was at work and has not even finished watching all the movies I have in my war section! I normal have a three day weekend and this week I took a day off to make it four. We have loaded up that time with getting to know each other even more, spending time with my friends and family, and getting things ready for the wedding. All and all a few minor tiffs but everything is going soothly so far. I have to say my friends and family are all teasing me that they like him more than they like me! Everyone is growing more comfortable with the wedding and they really support that I've found my match. It's been nothing but discovering all those little things that were lacking in every other relationship I've had....Like when I got sick this weekend he tucked me in bed, gave me my meds, and stayed up to check on me all night to make sure I was ok. When he was ready for bed at 5am he chose to sleep on the couch instead of waking me up because well I had taken over the bed with out knowing it.


I'm back at work tonight and I have two more nights of work this week thus eating into time with him as he will be leaving on Wednesday to head back to MD. I'm so ready for this part of our life to start and cannot wait for the wedding...Well in truth I cannot wait for our marriage to start! So Wednesday will be sad for him to go but in May I'll go out there to see him and then in July I'll be moving totally to be with him. I just thought I would share a quick post with everyone.

MG I'm sooo happy the surgery went well and that it got rid of a lot of that pain. I'm also hoping that I'm not the only one becoming a wife this summer...I'm really rooting for you and VK. For I know true love when I see it!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Last night it was mixed emotions

Saw some cool bands. I'm torn between emotions and whether I should stay here or not. I mean, I do want to stay now that I have a job in my field and New York ain't that tempting. The loneliness is killing me and I can't do nothing about it. Right now I just woke up and had a dream Dave was in England and somehow he knew my ex and my ex was sending me notes through him. In the dream I just arrived in England and I was dying to see her. My mind playing tricks on me and my heart going on overdrive. Dancing tonight. Oh and I kept my promise. Drank only cranberry juice and lemon. I guess that's good.